“Father Figure”

Produced by bliss
Explicit Lyrics

[Verse 1]
When I was a young nigga, you were like my idol
Still you left me for pussy this shit just goes in cycles
Man it’s a shame, gotta watch your path when no ones to guide you
Wish I could be more two faced, cause shit I look just like you
Heart on my sleeve, was barely five and watched my mama cry
You blacked her eye cause you were snakin’ had her wrapped in lies
All I could think about was rapid fire, blasting nines
Go ask for god, I pray the pastor got some slacks your size
So asinine, my beginnings were no different, we were young and living poor
Used to beat my brother cause you said the nigga wasn’t yours
As my niggas get all the shit that my mama couldn’t afford
Man she still addicted ‘cause you introduced her to the raw
Eddie Caine how you came back just singing that same ol’ song
Sip this md 20/20 put some hair up on yo balls lil nigga
This shit just hurts my heart, tryna paint a perfect picture
Ain’t no filter for these thoughts, man I just want my father

[Verse 2]
Inside I’m praying for help and niggas wonder why I stay to myself
No daddy titles, them labels will get you placed on the shelf
Aye who gone call the shots, when I gave this game to myself
I’m on the rise, just know your sun is raising himself
I wrote this song so I forgive you, when I start then there’s my blessing
Feel sorry for my sister hope your karma doesn’t catch her
Your blood is running through my veins
Still crying tears thick enough to wash away the pain
Why should I answer your call, remember screaming I can’t wait to grow up
You said you was on your way but you ain’t never show up
That’s fucked up, my shoes scuffed up
Wish I can say I followed your steps, but never that the hood judged us
Trust, this shit is hard and now I need a challenge
But all these unstable homes left a nigga unbalanced
Peep how I dress up my feelings, how could I be so stylish
These are the long term effects of dealing with your absence
Now you wanna be a father, nigga

[Verse 3]
Feel this…
Sorry I made yo shit hard, and all the shit you saw I did to your moms
We never found our way it chased us at odds
These are the dangers I’ve caused
You kept your distance, dissed me then placed up a wall face it
Our loves a test and I pray I ace it tomorrow wasted
This alcohol kicks in, I get the courage to face all the things that I resent
Wish I can try again, but she’s no saint,
Please don’t think I’m pointing fingers nigga
‘Cause these attempts are so genuine, I’m so anxious
And dying, yet trying to make peace while I’m here
Hungry for forgiveness my nigga don’t feed me this fear
Just let me know when you get this call
‘Cause every second you let past I get closer to god
I lost my heart nigga